when i open my eyes, i think about how i would get through the day. before i close my eyes, i wonder how i am able to sleep with so much going on. whywhywhy does my life seem so dull and uncomfortable. i'm afraid to show my emotions unable to picture what people would think of my life. my smiles are big lies cox behind those smiles are the truth to what i am and feel. why do i have to live in suspense? why do i have to live in emptiness? i dont see any rainbows after the rain. i dont concentrate. i dont see whats coming. i dont think of the future. i seem like one big lie. when will i find the answer to all my question marks? it feels so unreal.
sarah writes/ 9/29/2005 03:08:00 PM
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my name is sarah
i love talking
im like any human being in this world
i brought joy to this world on 25 december 1991
i like to laugh
i dont like to cry
i love god
i love everyone important to me
and most importantly i love myself
