ok so here's how i spent m day (=
went out with wenyi..
had lunch at mos burge then headed to bugis..
had lotza fun shopping (=
bought 2 earrings..
wenyi did most of the shopping.
in the evening went for dinner with family then home to et ready for tml..
for those ho dont know.. i'll be away till the 7 of december..
ok so thats about it.. see u guys when i get back .. have fun


i miss you. so much. how i wish i have the courage to say i love you. cos i really do.
i dont dare to think about next year and how different it would be..the truth hurts and i dont wanna know.
all the fears stuck in me. its just too much. i

i'm feeling pathetic.
how i wish things can go back to what it was last time.
now all i can do is watch things fall apart.
i hate this. i really hate this.

i was slacking the whole of friday.
ok then in the evening went to cousins house for dinner..
the spread was good (=
then mummy , tuayi , yiyi and aunty joyce went off for their weekly taiji.
spent the time slacking cox i couldnt see anything.
there was something wrong with my eyes. they were stinging the whole day cox of my lenses.
so i had to take them off and love without glasses.
it actually felt good to see everything in a blurr.
then watched the 90clock show with me sitting my face stuck on the tv screen so i could see. haha!!
then mummy called us to go down and home.
while me and sis were waiting for her, we saw this drunked man. and the worst thing was that he stoped about 200m from us and puked!! gross!!
headed home then watched survivor.

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exactly one month to my birthday!!!
spent the morning at home..
then in the afternoon went to mummy's office to help out abit.
then mummy sent me for ballet. x)
will be missing ballet for the next two weeks cox i'm out of the country and rebonding my hair.
ok so then i bus-ed to hairlaw to look for mummy cox she was doing her hair.
she permed!! just a little at the back so there is abit of volume..
turned out reallly nice!! and aunty audray quoted me quite a good price for my rebonding.. so its goodbye craftsmode and hello hairlaw
heh. joked a bit in the hairsalon with aunty audray then went for dinner..
then home.. mummy decided we shud watch a movie, so we watched ice princesscourtasy of maylin, she lent me the disc but one of my dvd players couldnt play it and cox uncle danny fixed the other one for me , now the cd is playable *beams*
ok then rolled around in the room.

NEWS FLASH: I'LL BE AWAY FRM 28 NOVEMBER - 7 DEEMBER

wednesday
woke up and stoned for a long time. lol then decided to meet jaslyn so had to wait till her school meeting ended.
walked to j8 then rushed up to buy the tics for stepup again.
loved the show. i dont mind watching it like 10000 more times.
k then after that went for dinner (or was it dinner? wierd time) at long johns..
walked around abit then went home.
had funfunfun (=

thursday
met wenyi in the morning then went for big breakfast at mac's.
then talked and walked to her club.
went gyming for almost an hour followed by jacuzzi then steam room.
ahh it was so fun (=
met maylin after that.. watched her eat lunch
then went for bowling..













after that i left for home and the other 2 went back to school to buy books.

got home and things got bad
i dont know why i even bother to on the computer now. it just maked me feel so fed up everytime i see u online and your so near yet so far.

anyway. got bathed and changed then went off for thanksgiving dinner with family..
i forgot to take pictures. dumb or wad.

ok so today was a bit better than yesterday..
woke up watched the sme videos as yesterday again then painted my nails, had lunch then com-ed all the way.
oh watched a few videos on youtube
then mummy called.. told me we might be going to taiwan for our holiday!! whoots! ya so i dont really know wad there is there except the fact that f4 comes frm there. so did some research and it actually seemed like quite an intresting place. theres night shopping!! ok that attracted me the most.
so then mummy said the reason we were going there are cox her taiwan customers are in town and have been asking her to visit the place. they said they'll bring us around a bit. so ya we'r going out for seafood (yum!) dinner tonight to discuss about it.
mummy asked me to book jumbo seafood tonight. heres how the conversation went as i booked

staff- hello! this is jumbo *stutterstutter*sssseafood rrestaurant.
me- hi! i wud like to make a booking for four this evening at 7 o clock
staff- ok under you name please?
me- ok its sarah
staff- erm larah?
me- erm no sarah ,s-a-r-a-h
staff- oh ok sharah.
(at this point i was stuck in between laughing or being pissed with the staff LOL)
me- hah nonono its S-A-R-A-H SARAH
staff-(obviously giving up) oh ok then miss, ur booking is set.
notice how she changed frm using my name to miss. hah

ok so after this episode mummy suddenly calls and says she though of somewhere else for seafood and requested for me to cancel the reservation. so i was like -.-
called again. dunno if it was the same lady BUT

staff- jumbo seafood restaurant , hello!!
me- helloo.. i need to cancel a reservation i made earlier under my name sarah at 7pm please
staff- ok hold on i'll help u cancel ur 7 people reservation.
(i was like wtf?? dun dig ur ears?)
me- nonono! hold on hold on!! its a reservation for 4 PEOPLE but at 7 o clock!!
staff- ohoh.. ok then hold on sharish.
(i was so stoned with all these wrong pronounciation i just gave up and waited)
staff- erm i dont have a reservation for the name sharish , miss
me- ya obviously cox my name is SARAH. ya s-a-r-a-h. can u pls check again haha..
staff- o sarah huh.. okok gimmi a mo. ok ur reservation is cancelled thank u for calling.

my goodness! wads up with my name? why cant they get it right??
mines like one of the common names u have here and yet they take so long just to get my name right.
LOL imagine someone named genevieve. or gereldine or jaqueline. they'll have sucha big prob. tsktsk

i'm sooo sad )= sososo sad!!
so todays post is gonna be a total bore. seriously.
woke up, fixed dvd player.
watched :
-ice princess
-perfect man

then stoned on the com. it was bad. nothing happened. i was just wasting electricity
then went to kong's house. horrible. nothing to do
went for dinner.
spent 15mins deciding wad colour nail polish i shud get.
tuayi gave me a pair of jeans.
now i'm dying.
goodbye.
SAD

rite. my blog is sooo screwed! look at my tag board and all! grr! ok nvm. i'll get that fixed some other time.
so i cant decide on my current nail polish colour. i'v changed it sooo many times! now i'v decided to go buy white nail polish.
after ballet yesterday came home then mummy brought us to go watch step up
ahh channing tatum is hot!!
and the movie is good. ok for those who like dancing, this is a must watch. gogogo!!















spent today with cousins..
went towning with mommy and cousins oh and hannah(sister)
bought a top in zara. i'm absolutely upset as the striped top that i saw just 2 weeks ago in zara is gone. yup gone , poofed in the air no more in sight. ahhh so dissapointing.
anyway, thanksgiving dinner on thursday (=

i'm hating my life rite now.
its boring and lifeless.
woke up late today.. spent most of my time on the computer.
i'v been piging out la. gorging myself with all the food i can lay my hands on.
thats why you'll see the huge amount of fats piling on me.
gah. hated every moment of today. ok except ballet. was surprisingly fun today though i'm ass-ing tired now.
ok i can keep up with 3/4 of the class now and i feel i can control my body better now. my arabesque legs are holding better at 90 degrees. wheets~ all th way sarah.
then had dinner with aunty wang and hannah at KFC.
see more fattening food.
cabbed home and here i am.
ok i really needa go to the jacuzzi. my legs are hurting. ttooodlless


ps: u guys may choose to ignore this bottom half of the post. its just me ranting about my boring life and emotions.

all these time i'v been holding on for god knows why. telling myself my devotion would pay off.
then i decided some few weeks ago i was just wasting my time and i should carry on with life. going to school was so painful as the scenes were played before me whether i liked it or not. when the holidays came i was soo relieved and happy. i started to let go bit by bit. but now, because of some events, my stubborn heart has settled itself to being devoted again and i'm pissed. i dont understand why i have to be put through the torture of loving without result. like i keep giving but never ever get to take. this world is selfish. cant they balance things up a bit? at least let everything happen for a reason. rather than leaving me pondering on whether or not i'm doing the right thing by loving something so unmoved. i'm so pathetic cox i tell my self the obstacle is worthless and i shud just let go everytime it doesnt talk or respond. but then i relent again once it starts making jokes and making me feel its only me its relating to. then i think of the stuff that happened in school and find that i'v been wasting my time on it. i feel like an idiot. like an insane phsyco freak. like someone who's mind about to be blown. like i'm in a mental state of mind

ok so i'm feeling really terrible now )=

backtracking on tha past few days..

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went out with jeremy and leon in the afternoon..
went to yamaha then went to play pool.
lol was quite fun.
got home then spent time rotting away..

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ahh the sad thing bout holidays is the boredom.. so spent my day at home doing nothing..
in the evening went for dinner with tuayi rae and jann
then we played tabletennis..

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went out with maylin today..
went to her house first and she cooked lunch. omg cant believe it but she whipped up a 3 course lunch lei. haha

and now i'm feeling pathetic.
i feel enormously fat.
to add on to that i had maggie mee for lunch which makes things even worse
and also my current thinggy with __ isnt too good.
gah. why does life have to be so miserable. i really really need pampering

i havent been blogging for sooo long!!

ok forget bout wad happened in the past.
heres the latest things.
monday
went to school for the last time this yr.. sad! ok anyway.
had eng enrichment report book then picture taking..
post the pics later i guess.
then came home to get ready , met wenyi then went to dye hair. lol supposed to be red but turned out a different colour. kinda satisfied though.. next is my long awaited rebonding to get rid of those oh-so-irritating curls..
ok then me and wenyi shopped round tp central and even had "holland village nasi lemak" haha.
then bus-ed home. went out for macdonald with mummy then home..

tuesday
went to watch the c boys match today. we won (= ok met a new friend.. maylin's v'ball mate. jowell! ok she's nice!
proceeded to j8 with may and jowell.. shopped round, went to language centre cox jowell needed sto settle something with the library there then back to j8 to look for ym nail polish then back home..
may and me had wonderful lunch!!!















see!! lol kim chi maggie mee + taiwan spicy chicken + seeweed + egg crepe + may's breakfast burger


ok then we watched willy wonka and 13 going on 30
chatted awhile then she left.

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310!! I'M GONNA MISS YOU!!! GOODLUCK TO EVERYONE AND REMEMBER THE GOOD TIMES WE'V HAD AS A CLASS. TAKE CARE
FOREVER IN MY HEART

i feared correctly.
now its time to drop it.
i never thought it would hit me like this.
everything that i thought was just my imagination has been right all along.
sarah. tell yourself he's not worth ok?
just drop it