school has reopened.

its the third day of school already. here are my views.
time table sux. got english everyday of the week. and chinese on 3 days!! omg.
things are changing.
i seem so distracted from lessons now.
anyway on the first day, mummy sent me to school..
then after school came home then went for tution.
tuesday, had training after school. came home first though. then half way through ellis tian soon and huini came to celerate jia hao's and mrs wongs birthday.. we had ice cream cake (=


oh well. i'v got no mood to blog. sorry. imma stop here

sicksicksick.

arh i hate being sick!!
its like the 4th day already and i'm still not well!!
i thought i would go back to school all well and rested. then this comes along. arh. i'v only got one more day to recover!! how?! not to mention that "bit" of homework i'v left undone.
ah.. feel it coming back again. its off to bed for me. goodbye.


ps: here's the good news. MEL IS BACK (=

gonna blog alotalot today.
not feeling any less rotten though.
why o why. where are you????

anyway.. on tuesday, 130606, went to cousins house to stay over so i could watch my world cup. korea did quite wel except they were playing too many high balls. and seeing how short they were compared to toga. it was realy wierd. anyway. heres the dumb thing. ther eason why i went over was so that i could watch brazil play. but thef reakin match was at 3.00am!! so halfway through the england match which was at 12.00am, i decided to go catch up on some sleep. finally, when i decided to wake up, even before i could open my eyes, i was thinking. ok brazil, here i come. then when i opened my eyes, i nearly freaked out!! it was morning already!! i felt like crying la!!! so dumb!
anyway, i brought jann down to buy breakfast. then mummy came to pick us up to head for the chalet.. went to east coast for lunch first.. me and rae took a walk in the park while waiting for our food.. then finally we headed to downtown east.. we had 2 adjoinging roms. spent the time sleeping away while waiting for yiyi to come from work. then finally at like 5.30pm she arrived. then we all headed out for dinner. walked around alot then decided to go to the k-box at tampenis. another dumb experiance. we were driving around like goondus trying to look for the k-box. and when we finally found it, we realized it had moved! so dumb. so anyway, went all the way back. then went to cheers for some midnite shopping. harhar.

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went to wildwildwet. it was pure coolness la! enjoyed it soo much! basically. these are the few attractions in the park. tsunami which actually is this huge swimming pool that generates waves once in awhile shiok river you sit in a huge float and float around the big river with the currents pushing you on ulah-lar a huge slide . and you go down the slide in a tube accomodating 6 peeps. ultimate coolness waterworks 2 looonng slides. u just lie down and the water will help you slide top speed down the slide. children playground mini slides and some water fun over here. hehe. damn cool monocycle just this machine thing where you cylcle around a fix rail. samsungslideup this huge 3-4 story steeeep slide. you seat with your partner in this huge float and get pushed down the ramp. scaary

anyway, we headed straight for the tsunami.. just floated around a while.. then headed oof to ulah-lar. ahhh this was so fuun!!!! we were screaming all the way down!!! thenw ent to the children playground and slided with baby jann on some of the more minor slides. then went off to samsung slide up!!!! omg! i was so reluctant at first!!! then rae kept pulling me along! so i did in the end. i was scarry!!!!!!! har. but i'm pround i overcame it. (=(=. then next caem waterworks. the two big slides thing. fun!!!! then we went into shiok river and let the currents pull us for 3 rounds.. played a bit more then left..went for lunch.. the headed back to bathe.
then we went cycling.. cycled t the other end then we saw this horse stable!!omg!! mummy and yiyi allowed us to go for the rides! coolnes ok! i got to sit on the biggest horse called Ninja while my juniors sat on Jack. i'll be posting the pictures later.
then in the night, we finally went for k-box at marine parade. hohoho.

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check out day
checked out at 10.30am. then went for lunch followed by escape. i sat on every ride!!! so brave!!!! hehehehehe.. then went to parkway parade for shopping. bought two tops at baleno.
then came home to rest. was a fun holiday.

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kai loon cheche came to singapore so we were to meet for dinner.
before that, i went to the salon to do my hair. thn mummy picked me up then went to katong to mae galsses and for katong laksa. then in the evening my whole family gathered to meet kai loon cheche for chilli crabs!!! ahh was so fun! took so many photos.. but their still with jin-che.. so till then. the anyicipation. hoho. like there will be any





thats rae on jack



hannah on jack



me on ninja



i dont know the pony's name. hoho

back from my " local holiday" . had alot of fun.
took some pictures.
talk about it soon.


now i'm feeling like rotten shit.
is there a time in life where nothing seems to be going right?
i feel like nothing gets better. i'm just in a ride of never ending obstacles and swirls.
why cant things slow down? everything is so competitive. i cant think straight.


what happens when all hope is lost?
when all you want is a listening ear.
but once you seek for it. its missing.
what happened to our promise?
i accepted every word willingly and with gratitude.
yet now you walk back and delete everything you say.



everything is killing me

FAMILY GATHERING

something horrible happened in the morning though..
just as we were about to leave house, we realized teh key was missing. then mummy was like blaming me and all. screaming about me losing one too many keys. but the thing is. i knew for a fact that if i opened the door, i wuod definatly have put the key back in the key tray. thats why i did not cry. i knew i dod nothing wrong. yet there she was nagging about responsibility and all.
i knew nothing i did was going to be able to change the way she felt about me. then sister came intot the room. and we did some brainstroming about the key episode yesterday. the it came to me. it wasnt me who opened the door. i was standing ready to help carry the bags of groceries into the kitchen. once i realized this, i went out to tell mother. first she was reluctant to admit it. but then after a while she seemed to accept the fact. then the way she talked to me suddenly changed. i knew everything was resolved (=
then in the car. as we were about to pick kongkong and nyema up. i realized how i was going to have to listen to kongkong lecture about the key. so i indulged myself into me music. yesterday was the first time i had everEVER been so ignorent to my grandfather. and hell did it feel good. the moment he came in the car, the first thing he said was. so how found the key? and i had to say no. and i din bother telling him we finally thought back and found out it was mummy who lost it not me. not that he would even care. so he nagged like shit. nd i just turned up the volume. i wonder. why does he bother talking so much knowing i'm not listening? i mean i can swear he could hear the music cause i turned the volume up so loud. DUH.

when we got to raffles city, met up with uncledanny yiy rae and jann. then proceeded to patara thai cuisine for lunch. wondeful food. and me and rae talked again fun-ness. then after that, mummy went into a handphone shop. and with much persuation, she got the LG CHOCOLATE!! omg! i think i was far more excited than her!!
then after that we went down to the lego display and OMG i saw this huge HUGEHUGE! gisplay of the worldcup stadium!!! i took a pic. i'll post it later. it was complete with the players, audience, fire truck and all the details you can think of!!
then rae and jann decided to stay at our place. came home and mapled all the way.

















look at it!! i took the shot too quicly so i missed out all the details at the back.





what happened again?
you always leave my pondering with my mistakes.
not that you even care

i'v been doing homework!! (= oh i feel so good.


spent the whole of yesterday mapling. and doing a bit of homework.
then stayed up to watch WORLDCUP. germany against costarica. and germany won.
my god the second goal was beautifuullll. half way through han came out to watch with me then went back to sleep again. does anyone know when the second match is? please tell me!!
i'v got no idea why i have this sudden intrest for football. lol. this is so wierd.

anywaywoke up late this morning cox of the match last night. then went to the polyclinic to get my stomache checked. doctor couldnt really do anything so he refered me to kk hospital on 11 july 2006. people pray for me (x. anyway i feel so bad now i laughed at the doctor. the doctor that checked me was bloody funny!! i mean he wa practically mumbling his way through the whole check-up!! then when he had to check me, he called for the nurse. this was how it sounded "hello. umumum ya umum i um need to do abdominal umumummmm check up. uhuhmmm mmm yea. ok umum thankyou. yayaya" LOL. not exagerating ok! and i just burst out laughing!!! HAHAHA! then he was like "ummm haha umm why? haha umumum yaya " then m,y mum had to cover up for me by saying. nothing la the girls are just gigglish. HAHA!! i was trying so hard not to laugh! then another attack came. the doctor was asking if i had any allergies to medicine. so i gave him my allergy card. and then said " umumummm yea um so your umum allergic to NSAIDS. yeaa yaya umm. ok umum" and mummy han and me all burst out laughing!!! LOL. it was so darn funny! lol he probably got the hint cox he looked bloody embarresed. HAHA!!!!!!
well then we decided to go for a movie. but din in the end cox of the movie timings..
came home. then me and han decided it was time to move out of mummy's room. so we went into the extra room and started drawing out pictures of how we wanted out room to be. now mummy approves and we'r going furniture shopping.
mapling again tonight i guess (=


is this normal?
i'm loving you too much

HOMEWORK!!! AHHHHHH.
i'll start tml (= i promise

anyway, had the bbq last night. and the dumbest thing happened.
i mean this chalet was meant as a farewell party for miss weny tan
but! she din come! silly la. anyway, cabbed to hougang bus station as i was too lazy to take the over head bridge to take 74. so i booked a cab. and the farking booking fee cost a whooping $5! i was shocked la!
needless to say i got there the earliest. waited for bobo momo and joni, then we took the bus to siangern's house.
went up to find joy meijun and leon happily slurping maggie mee. LOL. then we started frying chicken nuggets. siangern's mum was a little unhappy with the frying part. nvm lets skip that part.
then bernie arrived. went down to start the fire while me joy meijun and siangern stayed in the house to clean up the mess.
then went down. i drank beer (= and dint get drunk. though i felt myself going red. at least i can hold my alchohol. hohoho had one chicken wing then spent the rest of the time rotting away. haha. then joy me and leon decided to take a walk around the condo. did a bit of talking.. was quite fun.
then after that went back, helped clean up then mummy came to pick me up.














chaos while trying to start the fire. haha.
















raw chicken

bbq-ing food

haha. whats this for?

i was probably trying to swat away the ants. -_-

its all over.
standing for hours in a row. attending to customer after customer.
looking at the innocent faces of those small babies. listening to their cries.
will i miss the days?

i've got to say i kinda enjoyed the dreaded days in singapore expo.
setting up mummys booth and all.
oh ya! there was this cute half-naked model giving out roses!!! ok i think i did mention it in my earlier posts. but who cares!!! he is hothotHOT!


looking at the pregnant ladies walking around happily with their husbands.
it was great serving them. they seemed so happy with what i had to offer.
sometimes i wonder. what do they actually feel? shopping for their own creation.
the love they two share now bonded into one living human being. their master piece.

MY EYES ARE STILL FOOKING SWOLLEN.

PAINFUL.


have been working so hard the past few days.

SINGAPORE EXPO. tiring pls. mummy i'm doing this all for you.
kinda happy though. i managed to persuade customers to buy things. (=
anyway. there was this half naked man giving out roses in the exhixition hall. he is sooo cute.


somehow each breathe carries hope and fear.