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school was school..

had training today. :) mrs wong brought her german friend . she's soo pretty i tell you!
then celebrated ruixuan birthday . now that was fun

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sleepy weepy!
din go for recess today cox i could'nt find my babeys. sigh
i'm pissed la.



hyayw oayd iay aveayh oayt eayb heayt neayo ufferingays? hatayw heayt uckayf idayd iay oayd?


abesayb iay opeayh ouayy nderstandayu yaym ainayp. iay eallyayr oayd.

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ahh. met my babys in the morning before school.. bought breakfast then went back to school. got there just in time for flag raising. :) thanks to me we were on time. ha. school was ok.. then slacked in the library alone (like every thursday) to wait for training to start.. was feeling quite bad initially. throat was hurting and all.. but it got better as time went on. then left at 4.30 for the concert.. got home got ready then went to meet babies in plaza sing. made way to victoria concert hall. it was funfunfun! bought flowers for fariz and sherman . though i hardly know them . gah. anyway. i think i'm so nice. :)) waha. then after the concert we walked all the way back then decided to go for supper in macdonalds.. i drank a reg coke. then decided it was time to leave.. took train back. my leg almost dropped out. stupid heels were cutting into my feet. BOO. then mummy picked me up from bishan mrt. ah the life.

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was so damn sleepy please. out still. i pulled myself outta bed and left house to meet babies. then back to school.. was rather early today.. anyway kindda dozed in between classes. whoops. then to my surprise i passed my social studies test!! 7/10! ahhhh i was sooo happy! then had some homecoming day discussions and stuff . met mel to buy malvina's prezzie. had lunch. then home. and here i am slacking away!chao

ps: thank you so much for the chocs. RAGU.

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woke up early todae.. ai. haven been able to sleep these few days.. no idea why. but theres just so much going thru my mind. ANYWAY spent my morning on the com. then afternoon brot hannah to novena square for math tution then left for my own tution. walked all the way from amk mrt down the road to my tution place. quite a nice walk la.

after tution, mummy brot us to great world to watch nanny mcphee. i cried.
went home ate mummys jelly:) then went to bed.

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quite a nice day:))

woke up early to go for track. miss my wonkas
then walked out with malvina to the busstop.
went home then waited for the termite guy to come. he was a young man . father of a 4 mth old baby. whoo! haha! so mummy introduced her products to him and they said they'd keep in touch.( how true can this be?) then we went to JVC to collect kong2 s vcd player.. then headed home. now mummys out for dinner with aunty chwee peng and aunty mee peng. muarh! have fun.

THE THING IS

the surface looked so tempting. so i decided to take a dip. then now i realize i cant come out. i'm stuck in this shit. and once i fall. its so hard to get out. almost impossible.
it hurts so much but if i let go. it will be suicidal. i'v cherished every moment of it. wonderful yet painful. now i hate my self for allowing me to take that furthur step.


ndaay iay houghttay vrythingeay saway oinggay otay ebay koay.
ouyay avegay emay alsefay opeshay.
leasepay aysay omorrowstay oinggay otay ebay koay.
I'V FALLEN TOO DEEPLY.


THE BRIGHTSIDE.

though i think there is none. i still have to console myself with the words of miss brightside.

do not jump into conclusions. give it time.

BILLABONG----------THANKS HANNAH BABY!!

saturday.

went for track and field in the morning. mrs wong din come. so training was so slack. haha! played soccer for games and guess what. i got hit in the face. arh! dumbla.
then went home got ready then went to help mummy in KIDZLOFT.
then went to scotts isetan to pass her promoter some pillow cases. then went bugis shopping. :) but din get anything.lol.

then went to a cafe bistro which auntie connie recommended. the food was good. esp. e black pepper crab. yum! then went to the DAILY SCOOP for ice cream. went home then slept.

sunday

went to suntec city to get hannah's fairytopia vcd. and i saw JAMES LYE! ARH!! i used to crush on him when i was young. hes damn hot la. then went to have lunch. again mummy had to go down to isetan katong to give some demonstration on her new baby latex pillows. so i walked around then went to the billabong section. saw this long sleeve blouse and i knew i just had to have it. so i tried it on. good fit. looked at the price tag. $59.90. ok fine reasonable for such a nice blouse. but i wasnt ready to part with the money. then guess what be beloved sister did. she bought it for me!! yup! omg i swear i could just kiss her!! HANNAH! THANK YOU SOSOSOSOSO MUCH FOR THE BLOUSE! LOVE YOU TO BITS!.

went for dinner then home.

monday.

today went to school to hand in the english worksheets to mdm yurni. went with her to the general office . saw mrs low !! i almost froze on the spot la! then at that moment my fone started vibrating in my bad. i tot i was dead la! somemoremrs low was commenting on my bag. omg i swear la. i almost flipped. then went to buy hannah breakfast then headed home.

i'm gonna start looking on the bright side now. :) i'v got enuf of feeling down and all that crap. so now expect full power dynamic sarah!! lol!


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ritey! its march. damn fast la!! okok friday hmm.. class was ok la hee not that bad i guess. except for CHINESE TEST. argghhh!! i think imma fail real badly. boo! k anyway after school got held back by mr singh-lu-lu cox peixuan's pens got stole. so primary one right. duh. so anyway me and a few other girls got called out to go talk to mr lim (vp) to clarify this peixuan bully thing. them met my babes in the canteen . wenyi looked damn sad la. then i asked her wad happen and she burst out crying. *heartpain* tried cheering her up and finally it worked :)) then left school to go to hougang point for lunch. had bandito!! POOTY (lovemani) and irene dear. ohohoh! and my lulus. lol. then after lunch headed back to school. then chilled with friends till bout 2.40pm then home.

slacked a bit then got ready to go cartel with family. <3
shopped around a bit with my sweetheart. bought erasticks .
then han stayed over with yiyi and all.. so i had mummy to myself:)
after we left them , mummy drove me to the petrol kiost to buy mags yay!
spent bout 1++ hrs reading the mags then slept.

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went for track early . had new warm up programe arh!!! damn it la. mrs wong has no sympathy for us at all know! its so tiring la! the warm up seems like training all by it self! sigh! then we did med. ball throws then shot put throws. saw e st johns and np peeps. :)
got home slacked then mummy said office needed help. so angelic me agreed to go down to help. attended to manimanimani customers la. so tiring! i think guat ping cheche (mummy's employye) is so nice! we can get along so well la . talked alot bout life and stuff.
left office early. then came home.

now waiting for my wonka doos to come :)


ok pa. you heard me . though i'm damn pissed with you. esp. bout the phone call today, i'm putting it all aside. gonna be happy. i just hope things will improve.
the bright side is that we'r talking at last. remember i love you.