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fridayy.. yupp. school was as usual boring.. DUH!

after school stayed back with wenyi before leaving for tution..
had quite a bit of fun la. lolx. except the part where leon and wenan were hitting my ears. lol. nvm.

went for tution.. had chem test. think i did really really badly la. boo.
well after that went to amk library and read a book while waiting for mummy. :)
then mummy picked me up, went home bathed ate then went shopping in orchard..
saw this really nicenice dress in mango.. brown and formal. rah! i need a shopping spree..
din get it in the end cox the material was too flimpsy..


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went for track with flu.. did hurdles line jumps gym then played floorball.

after that went home got ready then went out with wenyi to far east.. spent quite sometime there looking for wenyi's key thing . in the end could.nt find.. lol..
then went to cineleisure had dinner then went to taka.. bought some pastries then waled wenyi to the mrt..

met mummy and han in heerens.. han bought me a new wallet !!! MUARH!!!
so sweet..thenw alked around a bit then went home..

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went to west coast played like a little girl!

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school was ok..
but something horrible happened after school. sad.

went for tution.. now i'm here

i dunno la. but i'v been so emotional lately. once i solve one problem another one pops up.

i'm so pissed off with myself la.

schools been tiring. and i find it such a drag to wake up each morning. yet i wanna cox i know it'll make mummy happy.


i still cannot believe you did it.
to think i have to wait for you to care bout me just pisses the ass off me.
u say ur lonely. but have you ever.EVER. thought of the effects after that 1 night of pleasure?
u just end up having more people hating you. more people finding u disgusting.
who the hell are you to ring me up to ask for forgiveness.
like i ever will.
how many times do you have to repeat your mistakes.
please remember you were someone who raised me to become who i am today.
i thought i could trust u. i thought u were my second home.
but now only to find you covering up for ur dumb mistakes.
i'm slashed deep down. but my tears have dried.




i thought i was strong. i thought i could take it.
but when i heard it from you.
your self confession , it just totally disgusted the hell outta me
the lame excuse you gave made me feel so small.
after all. i am your daughter
PAPA I STILL LOVE YOU!

im so tired and hurt by this endless war.
seems never ending.
its your mouth you conrtol it.
i understand it can betray you sometimes.
but honestly. the right thing to do is to apologise and move on.
may not be simple but this thing is pulling all of us down.
it does not affect just you alone.
everyone who cares and bothers bout the both of you are affected.
and standing at the corner no being able to help just makes me feel like a prop put up just for show
this endless war has got to end. no war has ever lasted forever. one party has to stand up and give in. its the way of life. one's gotta make the first move.
it may be hard. but its got to be done man. i cant live being pulled and tugged at both ends like a peice of rope.




wad can i say. this is affecting me so badly.
i'v already cried once. i dont like it.
i feel myself collapsing.

the pain you give can be intolerable. it just sucks the joy outta me.
the sadness the grief. why do you have to be so heartless?
it hurts to see the both of me in front of me. showing me what is not between us.
i know you think you can make me feel guilty. but guess what. i'm not giving in.




and to you my dearest.
i know what happened.. mummy told me
maybe your just not right for that role.
there other people who need you more.
let this be an experiance and not a scar left unhealed
it will be ok
trust me
dont brood over the past.
pick up and move again
thats life for you.
rmb: i'll always be there supporting you through your weaknesses.. ring me

monkey dumbness :D

theres spongebob and patrick
theres squigwird and their guinea pig
theres sarah and theres melanie
THE SPONGEBOB FAMILY

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vals day!!

honestly i din expect to get any presents at all. i swear.. hee but i did.. it was so sweet!!
lee laoshi gave me a nigga soft toy and my babes gave me chocs and flowers and i recieved some candy and what knots too.

well guys thank you soo much!!

after school was supposed to go to compass with wenyi and jeolyn.. but changed my mind . met mel then went for quick lunch in the canteen. then walked out of school. mel was gonna met val at the bus stop. so ya . being the kind mee ( heehee ) i let two of my buses pass before boarding the third one.. yup.
got home revised some math. then mummy came home with vals day prezzies for han and me!! haha! she gave us this cute sequined heart ketchain and some perfume from marks and spensers. thanks so much mummy!!

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something terrible happened today. yup.. came to school crying like a baby. cried throughout the national anthum and pledge. it was damn embarresing pls. then went back to class.. thought i was ok. but i broke down again. then went for pe.. i think exercising is good for crying people. lol! cox i sorta cheered up during pe.. haha..

after school went to the canteen for irene's birthday celebrations.. then stayed back a little longer to spray her with whipped cream! haha!

got home revised math again.. left for tution.

after tution, went to courts with mummy to pick up computer table for kongkong.. imagine.. my dearest grandfather being so old, still wanting to use the com.. goodness.

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had track today..

it was horrible!! at first.
had tummy cram!then it slowly got better..

o well. my muse is so not responding today!

have not blogged in a long long time..

im too lazy to talk bout the past few weeks la. so lets just start from monday.

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okiex monday..
school was as usual tiring. afternoon went out with my babies for lunch.. then left with wenyi right after that.. when got home, mummy called asked me to go down for tution.. so did.. not bad la.. then went down to novena square for hannah's tution .. yupp thats monday

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school... dots.
then met shauna and the girls at the track and field area.. then went to change..training was ok la.. had sprints then test fw bw throws. i improves in sprints but deproved in throws. mrs wong was quite disapointed with us la.. then did abs then home..

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wednesday.. stayed back after school with maylin and the sjab girls.. then at bout 2.30 left for tution.. learnt quadratic equations!! omg complicated please! then went kongkongs house to meet mummy.. sat in his massage chair then went to ave 4 amk to eat.. kongkong was telling me bout ghosts and all these things.. lol funny! then went home.

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school was kindda fun today.. after that track was tiring.. did gym then med ball throws then abs.