have not blogged in a long time.

went to malaysia for mummy's business trip.. but yiyi and rae and my baby came along so it made things a wee bit better.. stopped over at batu pahat for a day so mummy could rest her back..next day left for kl.. met uncle alan his wife and his two sons for dinner at the penang cafe.
next day mummy left for work early in the morning.. so at round 11am met yiyi and hey cuties to go walk round in megamall. :: before i go on i think i should elaborate more in the hotel i stayed at. its called boulevard hotel. kindda zen. so it was nice.. yup.. connected to the megamall shopping centre.. yupp:: k so then we went walking around abit .. then yiyi decided to treat us to a movie.. so bought the tiks to harry potter. ( its bloody cheap la please!! like 3 $$ for childern and boiut 5.5 for adults la!!) so then went for lunch at the food court. lunch was horrible la!! i bought chicken cutlet and there was so much batter i could'nt eat la. gross.. the movie was GGGRRREEEAAATTT !!!! except it wasn't really as i expected.. not much bonding between the charactors. ya then walked around a bit then mummy came back..

had to go shopping for her clothes cox she had a meeting with the south african ambassy.so went shopping all over.. went to british india, mng , but couln't find anything formal enough. so went into metrojaya and i managed to find something presentable thank you. so then went for dinner at an italian restraunt.. pretty good la. then went to san francisco cafe for coffee.. omg!! the coffee boy was so damn hot la ok!!! his eyes were so droolable and all. so when i was bout to collect my drink. he said something. but guess what.! i din understand a word shit la!!! he's so divine pls! ya.. then went back to the hotel.. next day went to the pool for a swim.then yiyi and her cuties had to go home. sad.. round lunch time mummy came to pick me and han up..then went to have lunch.
in the evening went for more shopping then bought my mp3 please!!!!! ya!!

i'm too lazy to talk. to be continued.

have not blogged much lately..

i'm just gonna continue from yesterday ya..

15.11.05

ok woke up early cox of track. although i really din feel like going. o well. did gym and throws. it was cra--zzy! really! mrs wong asked me and shauna to switch from a 4 kg medicine ball to a 5 kg one. insane or what. thats not all. she set goal targets for us know. 5m. she even said that if we din hit it then its down 5 commando push ups. i mean that was torture ok. i was really pissed la. so fine i threw and luckily i hit. out my poor poor wonka. she missed and i had to just stand there and watch her do her commando push ups. damn la. i was ready to cry already please.

so my day already started out bad. then came home waited for hannah to come back.. watched a bit of tv. hannah came back. i dont know what happened la ok. it was just so sudden.if you wanna read it highlight the words. if not just continue at the bottom. the both of us just started screaming at each other. it was freaky la. i completly lost control. i was hitting her and she was doing the same to me. it was insane! the both of us were so crazy k. then she started crying. she looked so scared la. i knew i was scaring her like hell but i just could not stop,. i was like the demen know. gosh. it was so. rah! i dont know what to say. then i just slammed the door on her la. cried in bed for quite awhile. then han smsed me. apologized and all. so i let it go.

fell asleep. when i woke up. went to watch tv. then realized that the condo was doing a check on the power supply shit. then hannah came back from playing at the neighbours house. watched tv together and all.


16.11.05

woke up and found mummy lying on the sofa outside watching tv.. so just slacked along with her. then she got ready for work. made my breakfast then told me to go librery with sis later. then she left for work.. odinary morning except she was abit crazy today. hah. in a good way though. thats it for now. lets hope things gets better..

okokok. so on monday. went out with debbio to plaza for a movie. we watched flight plan..not bad la.. then we got lost in. yup. you know after you exit the cinema. it always gets me lost ok!that time with mel and shauna then now. lol. then we went to take some neoprints. you would not believe how dumb we were. after taking those neoos. we went to do the editing laa. so we waiting on the right side of the machine. FOR SO LONG. so i decided to go to check out what happened. my godh!! we were on the wrong side la! my gosh!! then there was soo little time to edit our pics laa! then walked around abit.. tuesday went for training as usal.. then came home and spent time on my own. its kindda nice actually. being alone and all. then on wednes day. went to work. did hamper packing so din get to meet customers. sad :( . then went kongs house.. miss much. then today. went for training again!!! damn. then now at home slackin away.. later going to yiyis house. for who knows what. lol. till then whoosh!!

theres alot to say!!

ok on wednesday.i went to help out at mommy's office again. so i spent my wednesday there. yup.

thursday. went to heerens in the afternoon. hannah fell sick there so we went home. din really do much laa.. not much shopping cox we were so tired. so got home.. watched harrypotter and the prizoner of askaban.. then went to sleep.

friday. left house at 10 to meet mel. mummy dropped me off at j8 so i walked abit. helped her deposit her checkes then left for yio chu kang station. then met mell. and headed for bugis. we were supposed to stop at cityhall but instead . we accidently stepped out at somerset. and i was just about to go back into the train went mel said. no sarah! its gonna be so embarassing to walk back into the train. yup. so we waited for the next train. mel did her camp shopping and i din get much except for a earring.. yup.. then half way throught the train journey back home. i dedcided to go to novena square. ya know for fun. yea. then i went home.

saturday. left for track and field early in the morning. had sprints. we were all so tired i tell you!say just imagine waking feeling sleepy enough and you come for training and do sprints. omg. i was bout to cry! then mr singh asked us to do some survay.. then went to meet mommy at the coffee shop. had breakfast then went home got bathed then headed to mommy's office to help again then in the evening, aunty shermin brought us to a coffee shop which had good crabs. ate ALOT ! yupp. then went back homne. changed my blog skin, aunty shermin was sharing her yoga lessons with us. and mummy says i should join in yoga too. o well. then at bout 10.00pm we left house to go to china town for dessert. but concluded that it was too late. so we drove all the way to bukit merah and found out that the dessert stall there was also closed. WOW! i have to add. on the drive to bukit merah. mummy and aunty shermin were having fun poking each other while driving. gosh. the cars beside were all staring la!.

sunday. aunty joe came!!!! (ex-maid)omg!! we were so excited la! i saw her screamd then we hugged like there was no tommorow. we talked alot. she told us that her brother was murdered. honest.i freaked la! cox i knew she was really close to her brother. he works as a taxi driver or something like that. but cox he had alot of customers, his co workers got jealous. so one day a passenger asked to go to a very queit and dark part of their tow. being a driver he cant say no. so when he dropped the passenger. some men came and attaked him. they poked at his head and shot his jaw so he could not talk or scream .he was sent to hospital but guess what?1 the doctors would not operate on him! why? cox the family had no money! and they did was to check his bp and take an x-ray. aunty joe was crying so hard by then. i thought things like that only happened on television. but to think it happened to someone we know. its damn scary la . then after a whlile the police closed the case. sad la. well then we dropped her off at lucky plaza and headed to wards raffles city. hannah bought $85 worth of clothes mummy bought a pair of shorts and earrings. and a bought a swim short. just walked around. then went to paragon. i got my pumps there. at poa. they had my sizE! so mummy says i should shop for shoes there from now on. then went to geox to see if they had my slipper.. then came home. yup.

theres alot to say!!

ok on wednesday.i went to help out at mommy's office again. so i spent my wednesday there. yup.

thursday. went to heerens in the afternoon. hannah fell sick there so we went home. din really do much laa.. not much shopping cox we were so tired. so got home.. watched harrypotter and the prizoner of askaban.. then went to sleep.

friday. left house at 10 to meet mel. mummy dropped me off at j8 so i walked abit. helped her deposit her checkes then left for yio chu kang station. then met mell. and headed for bugis. we were supposed to stop at cityhall but instead . we accidently stepped out at somerset. and i was just about to go back into the train went mel said. no sarah! its gonna be so embarassing to walk back into the train. yup. so we waited for the next train. mel did her camp shopping and i din get much except for a earring.. yup.. then half way throught the train journey back home. i dedcided to go to novena square. ya know for fun. yea. then i went home.

saturday. left for track and field early in the morning. had sprints. we were all so tired i tell you!say just imagine waking feeling sleepy enough and you come for training and do sprints. omg. i was bout to cry! then mr singh asked us to do some survay.. then went to meet mommy at the coffee shop. had breakfast then went home got bathed then headed to mommy's office to help again then in the evening, aunty shermin brought us to a coffee shop which had good crabs. ate ALOT ! yupp. then went back homne. changed my blog skin, aunty shermin was sharing her yoga lessons with us. and mummy says i should join in yoga too. o well. then at bout 10.00pm we left house to go to china town for dessert. but concluded that it was too late. so we drove all the way to bukit merah and found out that the dessert stall there was also closed. WOW! i have to add. on the drive to bukit merah. mummy and aunty shermin were having fun poking each other while driving. gosh. the cars beside were all staring la!.

sunday. aunty joe came!!!! (ex-maid)omg!! we were so excited la! i saw her screamd then we hugged like there was no tommorow. we talked alot. she told us that her brother was murdered. honest.i freaked la! cox i knew she was really close to her brother. he works as a taxi driver or something like that. but cox he had alot of customers, his co workers got jealous. so one day a passenger asked to go to a very queit and dark part of their tow. being a driver he cant say no. so when he dropped the passenger. some men came and attaked him. they poked at his head and shot his jaw so he could not talk or scream .he was sent to hospital but guess what?1 the doctors would not operate on him! why? cox the family had no money! and they did was to check his bp and take an x-ray. aunty joe was crying so hard by then. i thought things like that only happened on television. but to think it happened to someone we know. its damn scary la . then after a whlile the police closed the case. sad la. well then we dropped her off at lucky plaza and headed to wards raffles city. hannah bought $85 worth of clothes mummy bought a pair of shorts and earrings. and a bought a swim short. just walked around. then went to paragon. i got my pumps there. at poa. they had my sizE! so mummy says i should shop for shoes there from now on. then went to geox to see if they had my slipper.. then came home. yup.

here i am again. yup . no escape. i really dont know where to start. arrghhh. oh well went out with my family to marina for a picnic.. we pitched the tent and all sat in there. it was fun la.. slakin and all. then played for a while..then rae and i went for a short walk together.. talked bout life and all .. that was nice.. then took a pic with mummy. then we headed to bugis to get kongkong a pair of shoes.. then just walked ans slacked. then we crossed the road to the singapore's version fo siam square..mummy sat with kongkong at the food court to drink coffee.. so the 2 young ones stayed with them too. then yiyi uncle danny me and rae went walking.. it was then did i realize how blessed rae and jann actually are. they have a dad who would walk around shopping centres with them and even pick out clothes and stuff for them. i was trying so hard not to feel jealous la. we cant take anything for granted in life. it was fun just walking around and stuff. then after bout an hour we went back downstairs to eat. i din eat anything cox i had abit of a stomache upset. then we slowly made our way back to mummy's car.. then we went driving along geylang for fun. then kongkong saw durians and insisted that we parked to get some. so we bought 3 boxes and we all tucked in. wahahaha. talked bout alot of things la. had fun. :)) then after that, stopped back home for awhile so hannah could get her sleepover stuff . then dropped everyone off then went back. then me and mummy just slacked in the bedroom la..


then i woke up late this morning and realized that sec 2 has ended. abit late but. i'm so frustrated. i somehow feel i din treasure my time this year. like i kept saying there would be tomorrow to do something then ending up forgetting about it. i'm very frustrated with myself now. but i know i'v gotta pick up from where i am and move on. if only. now i'm honestly looking forward to 13 december.. we'r leaving for thailand. again. yup. i somehow feel i have this connection to thailand know. like when i'm in thailand my worries are all gone. and i feel so free. yea.. well we'r going to the islands again. gonna be real fun. just connecting with nature and all.. aunty shermin's family (5), aunty serene's family (4) , uncle stevens family (4) , our family (3). so about 16 of us are going. i think there should be one more family too.