Nothings gonna change my love for you You ought to know by now how much I love you One thing you can be sure of I'll never ask for more than your love Nothings gonna change my love for you You ought to know by now how much I love you The world may change my whole life thru but Nothings gonna change my love for you


so i had the sudden urge to bake yesterday, and now, iv just completed my first batch of oreo muffins *beams* its like my first time baking lah! so yup. giving one to birthday girl tml and my darlings..
came back frm school and it was homework all the way. gah iv got no mood to blog luh.

you made my day. even if it meant nothing to you, i will never ever forget it.

its not a-ok anymore )=

so this weeks been ok la..
passed my math test, passed poa (surprise la!)
ok la. nothing much.

wednesday
DARLING WENYI"S TH BIRTHDAY!! LOVE YOUUU DAR!!
ok so we went for lunch at pizza hut.. had a nice chat there.. haha!!
then bus-ed home with maylin.. met irene at the bus stop by chance..
had tution.. was fun la.. teacher andrea bought sugar rolls for us. (=

thursday
whoa! i suffered with my cramps in class today la! couldnt concentrate at all!
so like was rolling everywhere!! lol damn painful. and i was in sucha bad mood during recess. )= it was horribly deadly la. so went to buy horlicks.. and it helped (= then ben lent me his jacket to bring to class. thank god for it. i was sooo cold.



ok now to more serious stuff.
cow cow cow. u know last time it used to be me dreading to go to school cos of the stuff happening in class? now its the total opposite.. i go to school cos i know have my friends.. and i get to see you.. though we talk msn , it just feels strained.. and now im hurting so much.. i really dont know wad to say..

okay so friday was good (=

















saturday skipped ballet cos wasnt feeling very well..
went to waterloo st to eat.. then dapao-ed indian rojak for kaiying che and uncle ottis.. headed to the airport to pick them up... ciena is so cute!!!!
















i know i look retarded but this is the only picture she was looking. hah. and the best thing. after the shot was taken, she gave this huge beyotiful smile! ahh talk about timing.
then went back home.. watched elfen lied finishing soon!!!
then sent the family back to the airport. their like going to paris can! so unfair la! ok then went for supper. (almost)
heres wad happened. we went to this 24 hour prata place beside botanical gardens.. then mummy parked along the road, in order to get to the pathway you have to balance and walk on the drains.. so i was happily walking and talking to my sister [while balancing on the drain, mind you] then the next thing i knew, i found my leg in the drain!! whoa! the first thing that crossed my mind was fuck! is there a mouse inside??? then the next thing [and the saddest,] my leg was disfigured!!!!! third thing, how am i possibly gonna wear shorts or even my school skirt without looking so damn hideous! then after that i realized it hurt alot. -.- so mummy was like half-screaming : ' sarah! how did u manage that fall?? wad happen? talk lah! see this is wad happens!" then she came running over. so today, i had to bear the uncountable number of people staring at me cos of the oh-so many plasters on my leg. and! my voice is half gone. wads wrong with the world momma!
now im trying to undress the wound, and guess wad? then cloth is stuck onto the open flesh!! WHOA its cryable man! pain like mad! so now iv got these 2 wierd white cloth stuck on my leg. ahhhhhh im breaking la!

yea i'm bringing life back to this blog yo!

rite. so things have been ok, surprisingly.
thing with cow not brilliant buti shant ask for more.. at least theres improvement yea?
right lets start with sunday..
met maylin for church in the morning..
then had lunch with family at the market cafe in raffles..
oh yea heres the thing. i got lost!! haha! supposed to drop at citihall but instead i dropped at raffles place! so dumb! then i was so panicking!! walked up and down! then realized it would be the right thing to take the train back to citihall. but to save face i actually crossed the road to enter the train station from the other side so that the people who were standing around wont actually think i'm a mental retard walking around singapore in and out of train stations. ahah.
then had lunch, went back home then forgot wad happened.

ok now moving on to monday.. or maybe not. i forgot wad happened hah
tueday. skip. forgot
wednesday, ok went with wenyi to macdonalds to have ice creammm.. ahh yummy!
then went home to get ready to go to church.. went to grandma's nich (is this how to spell it?) ok la its this place where her ashes are kept.. decided to sing our prayers to her cos she likes it that way *beams* haha.. then went to this restaurant nearby to eat.. was sitting opposite uncle richard so i had a looong chat with him which i havent had in years. so fun..
fell sick that night.. throat started hurting but i din think much bout it.
in the night was feeling so shity for some reason, couldnt sleep till bout 4.15 am.. but still insisted on going to school. fever in the car and it got worst when i got to school..
hd math test then free period which me and xue'e used to sleep.. tot it wud make me feel better but then my temperature rose after my nap.. so was feeling vry bad during poa.. mrs tan was quite nice la.. telling me to drink more water. then she asked me to remove my jacket cos it wasnt good to be all snuggled up and warm when your having fever. i disagree. it was so cold and she wanted me to freeze?? so i just left it on. ha. so couldnt concentrate during poa and that means i'll fail my poa test very badly )= then mummy sms-ed to say she was coming to pick me up.. phew. was feeling so achy.
then went to the doctors.. fever of 37.5 deg. not that bad.. throat was red. wierdly. i tot was supposed to be relieved of my throat infections after my op but turned out i was wrong. then had tummy cramps and flu.. all the symtoms .. sigh.
so then came home and slept.. thats when my fever hit 38.3deg and it stayed that way all the way till bedtime. and now my temperature has dropped to 37 deg (= see im so healthy! can get well in one day!!! haha! so have been watching Elfen lies but now im having a connection error frm youtube so i cant watch episode 6 )= oh well. theres always tml.. outing with mel tml night (=

now i'v got just too much cooped in myself. gotta let it out..
ok so all the while iv been trying to inculcate this new stronger me. i kinda achieved it.
but now, as things are going downhill, i start to contridict myself..
oh well. lets go on about yesterday first..
sent the spoiling sms after school..
[i finally told my crush i liked him. now i dont know wads happening. it was all supposed to be ok]
next went with darlings to buy lunch at hougang mall. ate with them in the bus. hawhaw.. was kinda fun.
then went home, showered then mummy picked me and sis up. went to the lawyers office to sign our deed poles. this is my official new formated for my name:
Sarah Lin Ting Al-Idros with my chinese characters oso 林婷

k then mummy said to celebrate my braveness of sending that sms, she was gonna bring me for sinful chocolate dessert. haha. so went to 'max brenners chocolate bar' though the food there was fantastic, it dint cheer me up. all i could think of was whether i did the right thing by sending the sms. then went shopping. bought 2 tops.. and my darling red nail polish (=
headed to soul garden for dinner.. then home.

today, woke up and did part 1 of my homework.. after that mummy picked me up for lunch.. went to 'miss u cafe' good food.. then went to aunty hwee chee's house so mummy could test her new product on aunt hwee chee's baby.. the baby is so smart! she learnt signs with her hands to ask for different thing cos babies cant talk. so this is the new way for parents to know wad their children wants.. then rushed off for ballet..
ballet today was good. enjoyed myself tremendously.. went to amk central after that to get hannah's new fone..


hey you.. i thought you said this wasnt gonna affect anything.. yet for both the times i sign into msn, all i get is ignorence frm you.
is it cos your bz? or are you simply ignoring me cos you dont know wad to talk to me about. i felt good letting it out. but if this is gonna be the permanent outcome, i really dont know wad to do. so many people have told me that i'd live in regret if i never told you. but now, it is in fact the opposite.. im living in regret cos i told you. please tell me that this is all because i'm being too sensitive.

wanted to post about yesterday. but now i'v just lost the mood.
thanks arh mummy.
come home only show black face. screamscreamscream. cant she just tell me nicely to do the stuff she wants me to do?

havent updated in forever..
i'l start frm today since i reallt cant remember wads been going on the past few days..
so had lessons as usual in the morning.. was reaallly tired. on top of that 2 whole hours of english. turn-off recess was spent with darlings in 410 classroom just slacking away. aaron's using the hp pouch i gave him!! muahaha he was like showing it to me today lol..
after school came straight home.. had to finish mummy's present!! as promised here are the pictures of it to satisfy myself (=


front view
















backview(=
















so i'm kinda satisfied with it.. watched highschool musical with sis.. haha i think troy is damn hot!!! *screams!*
ok im so not in the mood for anything now )= so just gonna finish the post with some fotos..

here's my sister with her artwork.

















i think its nice la! a p5 girl can draw even better than me. ah!

ok thats it for now..
oh my deed poles been approved.. gonna sign the documents tml.. (=



i love you cow. if only i have the courage to seriously call you by your name!!

its sad to see my whole world being messed up because of these four letters _ _ _ _ that doesnt even apply to me.
i'm just being so damn naive. tsktsk. so dumb la

hello!! i miss blogging!

ok so lets start on the first day of school

3rdjan.wed
school was quite ok though my classroom is like a pigeons hole. i'll try to get a picture of it.. yea all the teachers were mostly giving their introductions and all.. oh and we sat in the hall most of the time. talks after talks after talks. my god. my butt was like aching luh!and our form teacher is mrs. serene ho! i tot it was gonna be disaster at first.. but she turned out to be pretty nice..
yup. then after school went towning with maylin. went to buy the presents she need for samsam. HAHA and we were like trying to squeeze the boxers into the mug!! so funny!

4thjan.thurs
ok today was fine. no lessons. all introductions by teachers..
went home bloody early today cos my darlings have lessons till late.. so slacked at home.

5thjan.fri
chinese teacher was hilarious!! he's so cute! (but damn old la.)
started lessons for chemistry.. phy was just going thru wad we wud be doing for the year..
then after school went to j8 with mel and shaunna.. pictures later..
went to get my sttionary and stuff for mommy..
shaunna lost her arenena ticket and almost went bonkers! she was like screaming into the fone and shrieking everywhere LOL. so brilliant me proposed to backtrack on our steps. it occured to me that the place it was most likely to drop was at the playground where i was cutting my cardboard. so we found it there. thanks to me *beams*
yup then went home. wonka's accompanied me to the bus terminal to wait for my bus. cam-whored while waiting. took sooo many!!!
here are some..




















































6thjan.sat
worked at mummy's office today.. made friend with this cute baby who turned one on sat. so adorable!!! back was aching mad!!was quite fun luh.. then went for ballet. haha i tot i was gonna be the only one, then darling sumei came. relieved man. so brintha as usual came like dangerously late. she told me she was gonna come early!!! then yinghui and michelle came. as usual. michelle was filled with laughing gas!! hurhur. brintha was making everyone laugh yesterday. hilarious. oh and my soft shoe ribbons were coming out!! and everyone was laughing so hard at it! it was threatening to fail on me and only hanging on to 2 weak threads!!! so throughout the whole of ballet class i was like refraining myself to point hard. and ms mccully was in a horrible mood. after ballet went to buy the taro turnovers for hannah and 6 staplers for mummy's office..
then dinner was at bottleneck village. hate the food. chilli crab was disgusting.

hello world!!! i suddenly have the mood to post in point form so bear with me. x)

1) ok so its like the 2nd day of school.
firstly i would like to say my classroom is like a pigeon hole!! haha!! so cute!
i'll try to get a picture of it just to prove how really small is it. + its in sucha hidden corner i'm sure noone would know even if my whole class died in it. well who ask my class to be so small. tsktsk. its good to be back in school with all my friends and all but i still miss the holidays!!! ok moving on.

2) went out with maylin yestersday after school. went out for her to look for samsam's pressie. (haha!! samsam!) at the time i tried looking for mummy's gift but i guess i'v bought too much perfumes and jewelleries so i decided to do a D.I.Y i'll proudly take a picture and post it here when its done *beams*. oh andand.[ok u guys may not understand this part. but let me just post it for my pleasure.teehee] the funniest thing bout yesterday was when me and maylin were trying to stuff the boxers into the cup!! HAHA. we were practically squeezing it in! making so much noise in the bookstore. then finally when i walked away, maylin managed to somehow shrink the boxer and it fitted perfectly.

3) chatted with my wonka's last night and decided to meet for lunch tomorrow to catch up. muahaha cant wait. (=

4) recently, my body has been swelling. wierd huh. ok fist it started with blotches all over my knees and arms. this lasted for about a day and a half. then a few days later, my lips swelled and it totally looked like they were bee stung. for those who dont know. my lips are already quite think. so imagine how think they were after the swell. geesh! then just now after my bath, i realised my middle toe was swollen!! HAHA and cox i'v never heard of anyone who had a swollen toe b4, i decided to take a picture.

haha!! see that! 100% hilarious!!
ok so i'm gonna stop crappin and go think of something else to do. adious!!

sarah writes/ 1/04/2007 01:57:00 PM

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!! i know i'm late la.. but cannot blame me. i was away!! lol

ok so like mummy me and han left on saturday morning.. reached batu pahat just in time for lunch.. so spent our day the typical batu pahat way which means food food food! lol then went to steam my hair.. then went for dinner.. took weeming gugu's car most of the time.
can u guys imagine??? i still havent recovered frm my gastric flu!! i cant eat dinner! it makes my stomache churn.
so ok. the next day was food food food as usual.. then went for church with jessie(gugu's gf) and gugu. was kinda fun.. even celebrated my birthday. lol. ok then went for food. duh! bp is all about yummylicious food pleasee!! lol. then went to this seafood place near the lovers bridge. lol ok so during dinner, i like couldnt eat again cox of my stomache. like all my crabs and prawns sitting in front of me yet i had no appitite to eat luh. so then gugu asked me if i wanted to go for a walk. and duh i rather go elsewhere than watch my seafood being gobblgewd up by everyone else rite. so we went. with rae, jann and hannah too. then we went to this fish pond thinggy where the size of each fish would be averagely about a 1.65m persons feet to his thigh! that huge!! so it was said that if u were to be able to stroke the fish, it wud bring u good luck. so we reached and tried and tried and i finally touched it!!! slimy la!! but i fell in love with it *beams*
haha that sounds completly sick. wadev.
so then we went on to the lovers bridge.
dunno y they call it lovers bridge since it looks like somewhere nobody, let alone, lovers wud wanna go!! in the night, it looked exceptionaly creepy!! like a bridge leading to nothingness and the fog blinding your sight. ahhhh. but chicken la everyone. rae din even dare to step on step futher into the bridge, hannah kept screaming and gugu kept giving nervous laughs. so theyw anted to turn back. i admit i myself was creeped out!! but we walked so far just to see this bridge, why turn around and walk away? its just a place filled with fog, nothing to be afraid of. so i walked the bridge!! jann came along with me. seemed quite scary.. but i had to put a brave front for the small girl. so walked and walked. and then it turned out pretty nice.. jus the light of the lighthouse shining upon us and the cool winds of the sea blowing in our faces. so then i forced gugu and rae out (by then hannah was already running up and down the bridge lol) so i had to hold rae's hand ever so tightly and gugu was gripping my shoulder like his life depended on it. but it was soooo nice (=.
k then we went bck for the new years countdown. i had 2 glasses of wine and dintg et drunk !! haha! but i was damn red! something like this yup this spread across my face.
the next day, sent wm gugu off for his ns.. its only 2mnths in msia though.. then went for breakfast then dyed my hair back to my normal hair colour )=


heres wad i feel bout wm gugu ok. something that hit me that night when he was pumping patrol for the car:
i'v known his since i was like 5? and we wud play at the back of laoyi's house where the drains are. all day long we'd take turns being super models walking up and down the raised drain. i was taller than him at that time. but we still played so happily. the both of us were like so yound and gullible. then that night as i was in the front seat watching him pay for the patrol, it hit me on how fast we were growing up!! it was sof reaky! my mind flashed back to the backyard in laoyi's house and the drain with th sml fishes. then seeing him drive and pay for patrol was something i never expected to see. eeyeer so freaky! then when we sent him off at th bus station for his NS, the same thing occured. i keep thinking wm gugu was still the young and super model walk guy, but now, you see him carrying his huge bag up the bus for ns. just feels funny..
well. his a note to him:
its jsut 2mths gugu. no biggy. you'll get over it easily.just take it as an adventure camp. when you come bak, you'll have the tannes you lack, the musles you want then you and jessie can go be the role couple for everyone!! haha! and of course i'll feel proud sitting in the front seat of your car. *winks*

sarah writes/ 1/02/2007 09:40:00 AM