here i am again. yup . no escape. i really dont know where to start. arrghhh. oh well went out with my family to marina for a picnic.. we pitched the tent and all sat in there. it was fun la.. slakin and all. then played for a while..then rae and i went for a short walk together.. talked bout life and all .. that was nice.. then took a pic with mummy. then we headed to bugis to get kongkong a pair of shoes.. then just walked ans slacked. then we crossed the road to the singapore's version fo siam square..mummy sat with kongkong at the food court to drink coffee.. so the 2 young ones stayed with them too. then yiyi uncle danny me and rae went walking.. it was then did i realize how blessed rae and jann actually are. they have a dad who would walk around shopping centres with them and even pick out clothes and stuff for them. i was trying so hard not to feel jealous la. we cant take anything for granted in life. it was fun just walking around and stuff. then after bout an hour we went back downstairs to eat. i din eat anything cox i had abit of a stomache upset. then we slowly made our way back to mummy's car.. then we went driving along geylang for fun. then kongkong saw durians and insisted that we parked to get some. so we bought 3 boxes and we all tucked in. wahahaha. talked bout alot of things la. had fun. :)) then after that, stopped back home for awhile so hannah could get her sleepover stuff . then dropped everyone off then went back. then me and mummy just slacked in the bedroom la..


then i woke up late this morning and realized that sec 2 has ended. abit late but. i'm so frustrated. i somehow feel i din treasure my time this year. like i kept saying there would be tomorrow to do something then ending up forgetting about it. i'm very frustrated with myself now. but i know i'v gotta pick up from where i am and move on. if only. now i'm honestly looking forward to 13 december.. we'r leaving for thailand. again. yup. i somehow feel i have this connection to thailand know. like when i'm in thailand my worries are all gone. and i feel so free. yea.. well we'r going to the islands again. gonna be real fun. just connecting with nature and all.. aunty shermin's family (5), aunty serene's family (4) , uncle stevens family (4) , our family (3). so about 16 of us are going. i think there should be one more family too.