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Monday, February 20, 2006
i dunno la. but i'v been so emotional lately. once i solve one problem another one pops up.

i'm so pissed off with myself la.

schools been tiring. and i find it such a drag to wake up each morning. yet i wanna cox i know it'll make mummy happy.


i still cannot believe you did it.
to think i have to wait for you to care bout me just pisses the ass off me.
u say ur lonely. but have you ever.EVER. thought of the effects after that 1 night of pleasure?
u just end up having more people hating you. more people finding u disgusting.
who the hell are you to ring me up to ask for forgiveness.
like i ever will.
how many times do you have to repeat your mistakes.
please remember you were someone who raised me to become who i am today.
i thought i could trust u. i thought u were my second home.
but now only to find you covering up for ur dumb mistakes.
i'm slashed deep down. but my tears have dried.




i thought i was strong. i thought i could take it.
but when i heard it from you.
your self confession , it just totally disgusted the hell outta me
the lame excuse you gave made me feel so small.
after all. i am your daughter
PAPA I STILL LOVE YOU!

sarah writes/ 2/20/2006 03:59:00 PM

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