Wednesday, March 15, 2006
THE THING ISthe surface looked so tempting. so i decided to take a dip. then now i realize i cant come out. i'm stuck in this shit. and once i fall. its so hard to get out. almost impossible.
it hurts so much but if i let go. it will be suicidal. i'v cherished every moment of it. wonderful yet painful. now i hate my self for allowing me to take that furthur step.
ndaay iay houghttay vrythingeay saway oinggay otay ebay koay.ouyay avegay emay alsefay opeshay.leasepay aysay omorrowstay oinggay otay ebay koay.I'V FALLEN TOO DEEPLY.THE BRIGHTSIDE.though i think there is none. i still have to console myself with the words of miss brightside.
do not jump into conclusions. give it time.
sarah writes/ 3/15/2006 08:58:00 AM