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Saturday, May 06, 2006
omg. how do i start.

i'v been so troubled lately.
so many things happening.
i try to console myself. "its cox of the exams"
we'r drifting la. i dont know if yal feel it. maybe too caught up in your new lives.
arh. if thats the way it has to be. i think i'll flip.
many a time i find myself looking for new ways to make this work.
i try. but do yal?
maybe you dont feel my grieve. wad can i do?
i yearn for that lovely outcome.
i desire the best.
but it takes two hands to clap.
i'v raised my hand. when will yal?

you know. tell me straight in the face if you find me a pain.
i dont like wondering. i dont like guessing.
its hard enuf without me there ensuring my presence.
every little bit count babes.

the more i think about it , the more broken i feel.
have i lost my place?

should i try to talk?
will my voice be heard?

sarah writes/ 5/06/2006 11:23:00 PM

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