how do i explain this feeling? feeling as though a huge knot in your heart is constantly being pulled tighter and tighter. you walk with the pain. you talk with the pain. you sit with the pain. you breathe with the pain. it never goes away. what do i do to lessen this misery? people have been telling me to let it out. confess my feelings. but i never will. i'm too much of a wimp. firstly i'm afraid of the rejection. and secondly the aftermath. some say nothing will happen and everything will go on fine. but to me i dont think it will ever be the same. what would go through his mind?would he start avoiding me? i'm not contented with things now. but what else can small little me do? i resort to blogging to let my feelings out. everything i look at links to him how stupid can i get? note to self: sarah your such an idiot. you know you can never let this out. you know your hurting. but what can you do? i'm waiting for death
sarah writes/ 8/02/2006 07:35:00 PM
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my name is sarah
i love talking
im like any human being in this world
i brought joy to this world on 25 december 1991
i like to laugh
i dont like to cry
i love god
i love everyone important to me
and most importantly i love myself
