Monday, August 28, 2006
i completely dreaded today. and all the worst stuff happened.
first there was the stupid axes day dance.. forced us to dance class by class. shit la.
then was fucking poa test which i'll fail no questions ask. wth is provision for doubtful debt??
then was english.. lost my concentration so was laughing alot. got told off by mdm yurni. psh.
math again couldnt concentrate. then had ss common test. even worse. i wrote a whole page full of fucking crap. it was like a made up story of total defence and diplomatic ties. wadever la. and when i thought the worst was over, after lunch at kfc with meijun went for tution and the worst thing was that there was not tution!!! i bloody hell sat there for 30 whole minutes b4 teacher irene told me my tution teacher had exams and had cancelled fucking tution.
excuse me for my vulgarities but this has been one of the worst days in the semester. not a good start to the fucking week.
i'v given up just standing here and waiting for the impossible.my heart sinks at any signs of abnormality. not even before thinking of the cause.i'v given up of me controlling my life.let things go the way they want. i dont care. i wana be as innocent as a baby. not knowing what would happen the next second.i'v given up living life the way i want it to be
sarah writes/ 8/28/2006 05:10:00 PM