i'm so fucking angry at myself la. moodswings are occuring ever so often. i know i'm stupid i know i'm dumb. i know i should tell you how i feel. but i never will. i'm seriously the most stupidestTEST fucking weak and irritating person i know. the anger i have in me towards myself i outrageous. how i wish i could stab myself to death. HONSETLY. yet at the same time i tell myself to think if the happy times. i'v become so short tempered. flaring up at the smallest things and making everyone around me suffer with my moods. who the fuck do i think i am. where did the ever so happy and worry free me go to? am i changing because of this love? i know i should force myself to bloody give up. this is affecting me so badly. i carry this burden with me everywhere. i never get a break. doesnt anyone sympathize with me??
sarah writes/ 8/09/2006 09:07:00 PM
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my name is sarah
i love talking
im like any human being in this world
i brought joy to this world on 25 december 1991
i like to laugh
i dont like to cry
i love god
i love everyone important to me
and most importantly i love myself
