Monday, August 07, 2006
not in the best of moods today ):
first thing in the morning had the loongest assembly in the history of this week. (though its only monday. gshh wad rubbish)
had frisbee during pe again..
went for lunch with my darlings.. mee poking again.
then took bus with maylin to tution..
tution was surprisingly good today. had alot of fun chatting away with andrea and the other girl..
took all the pain away.
i hate this so much.love was never meant to hurt.yet now. its taking over my life. tearing and biting me into the smallest vermin. then stubbing me till i dissapear.all these 6 months in silence. but now i'v fallen way too deep. let go? i'm sorry i cant.though its hurting so fucking much. i cannot imagine myself giving up.your are the air i breathe. the rays from the sun. the water i drink. you keep me alive. you motivate me.but now i'v realized its too much. everything i do i think of you. this is obessesion.to you: just the orange blinks msn gives me to show your talking to me makes my heart race.once you start talking everything else goes away. i go dizzy when i think of you.noone knows how much inlove with you i am.just one sentance from you can make my day. you control my feelings.you are me.
sarah writes/ 8/07/2006 06:57:00 PM
