i just blow up again. screamed at hannah cox i was in a bad mood. somehow i feel guilty. but it was partially her fault too. i hate her guts. i hate the fact she takes me not as a bigger sister but someone to boss around and make fun of. where is her sense of respect? where have the status elder sister gone to? yet i know i'v set a bad example. flaring up just cox something in my life has just turned topsy-turvy. but i guess no one can feel the sense of confusion and frustration i feel. i wanna cry. i want people to wipe my tears and tell me its ok. listen to me and help me through my misery. but noone gets it. no matter what i say, all they console me with are words that dont take the right effect. i appreciate that they try. i wanna tell them whats wrong. but i'm just too embarrased. cox i know nothing can help. i know i never had never have or never will have the courage to face up to it. i'v never been more pathetic.
sarah writes/ 9/25/2006 05:57:00 PM
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my name is sarah
i love talking
im like any human being in this world
i brought joy to this world on 25 december 1991
i like to laugh
i dont like to cry
i love god
i love everyone important to me
and most importantly i love myself
