Sunday, September 10, 2006
I'M HAVING A DAY FROM HELL. AND I NEED TO STOP THIS TEMPTATION TO SCREAMM.
yester day sent mummy off at the lobby. there she goes 11 whole days without my mummy to nag at me. ohh how i'll miss that.
not. but seriously.. how am i gonna live 11 days without my mother??
anywayscame back up then slacked abit.. sat around thinking about my pathetic life. then left for ballet..
after ballet instead of going straight home went to yiyi's house for dinner.. had prawns and kfc chicken ohoh and soup.. then went down to the playground.. funfun. acted like a fooll. my god. look at this
it was fun though..
then went back for a bit of ice cream b4 uncle danny sent us home.. whee
me and sister stayed up really late to watch ella enchanted. slept at like 3am..
aftereffect.. woke at at like 12.30pm today. ewww
well watched a movie again today..
continuation of ella enchanted..
ahh sucha touching story.. how love overcomes everything.
ok then did my poa correction. tsk spent 3 whole hours on it. how terrible. keep losing concentration..
watched charlie's angel just now and now im here blogging away.
schools starting again tml. how quickly time flies. its scary.. am i looking forward to the new term?
i dunno.. i just wanna curl up and die.
i'm dissapointed in myself.. i was doing fine the whole day.. then as the day was ending i start being a wimp.why? why cant i just hang on? why do i have to give in to my feelings all the time? whats my problem?why do i let him control me so much? i feel we'r drifting.. as friends. but yet is that a fair accusation? am i just being too sensitive as always? why do i have to be so spoilt in this specific area? when the spark stricked i smiled so wide. then realized there really isnt anything to smile about.. silence in between.. fuckitfuckitfuckit.the only thing that's gonna make me wake up tml is the hope that there will the a cure in school for this crisis
sarah writes/ 9/10/2006 09:45:00 PM
