Saturday, October 07, 2006
somebody please save me. i think i'm on the verge of dying.
mummy has gone to malaysia with hannah to attend a relatives funeral..
their gonna be away for 2 days. i cried buckets when they left this morning.
the haze in singapore is really making me feel that the world is just such a polluted place.
anyway.. i'm done with chinese , eng1 and math2 paper..
went for tution yesterday.. had a great time chartting with teacher andrea.. i even took a picture with one of the childcare children.. i'll upload it later.. simply adorable.
sometimes i just wish i was forever cooped up in the centre.. thats place takes al my unhappiness away..
and facing the computer just brings it all back again. then why am i still fucking using the computer??? cox i cant do without it.. as much as it gives me unhappiness, hope comes along with it.
came home from tution, decided to go for a movie.
so the four of us. (me mummy hannah and darryl) went to j8 to catch the worldtrade centre..
i cried like crazy. it was sucha good movie. captured how they felt trapped beneath the rubbles. yet they used their wll power and memory of their loved ones to stay alive. this movie made me realize how important our lives are.
and how love can affect a person.
after the movie ended, i was in sucha rotten mood. no idea why. i guess ita all thanks to mummy who left this morning.
me and yangzhi. he's soo cute

me and sister at cafe cartel.
i hate this feeling. the tightness in my heart.why arent you talking you fucing bastard. what have i done?
sarah writes/ 10/07/2006 08:37:00 AM