yea. i said i din care anymore. and its true.. i know i'll still have the memories to keep. but its hurting me that the memories were so beautiful and now this is wads left. i'v gotta try to live my days like this was never a part of my life. how? for the past months it has been. it has grown in me. i looked forward to it like something so sacred. something precious and now its crumbled down to tiny bits. like i tell myself there can be explantions.. but this seems too long and too much. i dont wanna get hurt any further. maybe this is a good time to forget it all. a long break is arriving and maybe this separation can be a good thing so the loss would not be as bad as it would be when the break arrives. its not hurting as much as i expected it to.. so is this a good thing? maybe i shouldnt think too much anymore. let this just be a phase i'll grow out of.
sarah writes/ 10/22/2006 04:14:00 PM
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my name is sarah
i love talking
im like any human being in this world
i brought joy to this world on 25 december 1991
i like to laugh
i dont like to cry
i love god
i love everyone important to me
and most importantly i love myself
