Saturday, January 13, 2007
now i'v got just too much cooped in myself. gotta let it out..
ok so all the while iv been trying to inculcate this new stronger me. i kinda achieved it.
but now, as things are going downhill, i start to contridict myself..
oh well. lets go on about yesterday first..
sent the spoiling sms after school..
[i finally told my crush i liked him. now i dont know wads happening. it was all supposed to be ok]
next went with darlings to buy lunch at hougang mall. ate with them in the bus. hawhaw.. was kinda fun.
then went home, showered then mummy picked me and sis up. went to the lawyers office to sign our deed poles. this is my official new formated for my name:
Sarah Lin Ting Al-Idros with my chinese characters oso 林婷
k then mummy said to celebrate my braveness of sending that sms, she was gonna bring me for sinful chocolate dessert. haha. so went to 'max brenners chocolate bar' though the food there was fantastic, it dint cheer me up. all i could think of was whether i did the right thing by sending the sms. then went shopping. bought 2 tops.. and my darling red nail polish (=
headed to soul garden for dinner.. then home.
today, woke up and did part 1 of my homework.. after that mummy picked me up for lunch.. went to 'miss u cafe' good food.. then went to aunty hwee chee's house so mummy could test her new product on aunt hwee chee's baby.. the baby is so smart! she learnt signs with her hands to ask for different thing cos babies cant talk. so this is the new way for parents to know wad their children wants.. then rushed off for ballet..
ballet today was good. enjoyed myself tremendously.. went to amk central after that to get hannah's new fone..
hey you.. i thought you said this wasnt gonna affect anything.. yet for both the times i sign into msn, all i get is ignorence frm you.is it cos your bz? or are you simply ignoring me cos you dont know wad to talk to me about. i felt good letting it out. but if this is gonna be the permanent outcome, i really dont know wad to do. so many people have told me that i'd live in regret if i never told you. but now, it is in fact the opposite.. im living in regret cos i told you. please tell me that this is all because i'm being too sensitive.
sarah writes/ 1/13/2007 10:39:00 PM
