AH tell me how!!!
i cant sign into msn, my dumb internet keeps disconnecting me, my studies in a mess, i havent revised in forere. my whole life's turning upside down now!

ok so i tried to upload my pictures yesterday, but blogger wasnt being cooperative. and now, all i need is to press the "upload picture" button and i get disconnected. hah so much for good luck.
anyway.
i set 2 alarm clocks this morning so i would definately wake up. and luckily i did haha!
so school was its usual boringness except math is making me go bonkers!!
im kinda regretting my action for accepting the thru train offer.. kinda feeling the pressure to do well thing.
like every test, i break out in sweat cos im so scared i'll fail. especially math. goodness me. im gonna be taking math o level this year [i get to take it this year so i have a subject less next year] and i cant even do something as basic as translation on the topic tranformation! so mrs thang [math teacher] flared up today cos many people din do homework. and i was feeling guilty cos i was one of them hah. BUT the thing is its not that i din wanna do it. i simply dont understand! and she's going so fast, i just give up listening to the lesson. now all thats happening is that im drowning in math )= worst of all, cos of this thru train thing, i wont have my n level cert, which is a disadvantage cos then i'll have nothing to fall back on incase of any unfortunate happenings during olvls nxt yr.
howHOWhow am i gonna get myself back on track??

so much to do so little time.
i just relaized i lost my chemistry notebook so HAHA how the hell am i gonna survive chemistry classes tell me??
and my fucking study room is in sucha mess i can barely walk around without bumping into anything.
so first on my list is to clear my study room. but my cold-blooded self-centred sister refuses to budge so i can pick up my stuff. why is the world so harsh on me!!
next, i gotta file my school stuff and everything's in a mess and hah i cant file cos again, my sisters sitting in front of the files. someone murder her please.

ok so before i start going crazy and showing everyone the not so pleasent side of me [haha] i think i better go find someone or something else to vent my frustration on.
meanwhile. everyone, please pray for me!!