Monday, February 19, 2007
this is not gonna be a happy rainbow in the sky post.
firstly, for some wierd reason, cos of how shitty i feel, i decided to pour myself a hot cup of water so i can feel all droopy and worthless. BUT its so not helping. instead, its making me feel more stupid and disgusting cos the hot waters making me sweat. -.-
someone explain to me why i have this sudden moodswing!
secondly, my study room is in a mess and im almost fainting just looking at it. papers everywhere, my bags stacked one on top of another, all my schoolwork abandoned, [the only thing worth mantioning is that i managed to finish one english homework worksheet!!].
thirdly, this years cny doesnt seem very cny-ish. its been so boring. visiting just a couple of houses and recieving very little hong baos. and not to mention, im gonna grow fat. although i did control myself and only couldnt resist the cny goodies tonight at laoyi's house. so i ate like 3 pineapple tarts, 1 plate of dry mee siam, 1 bowl of soup, and ya. thats pretty much it. and now im having a bad stomache. no idea why though.
fourthly, mummy's leaving me tml to go thailand shopping!! AH how can this be happening! just as i need retail therapy to cure my moodiness [however its spelt] mummy's leaving for thailand and leaving me in lonely singapore till saturday. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
and lastly! im feeling so unloved and left alone please! someone slap me awake !!
sarah writes/ 2/19/2007 10:02:00 PM