went for a walk just now and it made me feel so much better. im not going to depend on anyone but myself from now on. i had to learn it the hard way but now im sure. everyone's selfish. nobody cares about another person more than he does for himself. all these while i thought this world was so friendly and trustworthy. i thought i could trust someone with all my problems and expect them to keep mum and support me through everything. haha how wrong. everyday i try to find a reason to why i feel like shit. everytime i try turning to the people i trust, i get answers, but its doesnt really suffice. theres always theres empty something left out. how happy am i to realize that FINALLY i know I am my only support. noones gonna care for me for than myself. i cant trust anyone more than myself. also, i dont think its fair to other people if you show your unhappiness and expect them to compromise with you. haha cos noone would. you can continue crying and moaning but the world moves on. nobody would wait till your tears dry. that said, iv decided NEVER to show anyone any signs of me being unhappy anymore. haha iv gotta thank myself for finally getting into terms of everything that has been happening. SO NOW I LIVE MY LIFE FOR MYSELF.
your being unfair to me.
sarah writes/ 3/27/2007 08:21:00 PM
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my name is sarah
i love talking
im like any human being in this world
i brought joy to this world on 25 december 1991
i like to laugh
i dont like to cry
i love god
i love everyone important to me
and most importantly i love myself
